May 24,2006
I dunno what else to write about.....
PregnatMood swings, Abnormal eating, Back pains and garlic. Always Tired and always horney, but it always hurt. Not allowed to drink or smoke anymore. And all because i was horney in the first place. Chocolate, and chips, ice cream and slim jim's. And all because i couldn't keep my pants up. Oversleping and over eating, Yelling and crying, Over dramatic and sour cream and onion chips. this isnt even half of what comes with being pregnat. Just because I couldnt say "no". But along with my pregnace cause a real man. The one who helped created the demon in my stomache. But he staying along my side.With me and the baby. what more can I ask foPregnat
LinkedLaying close together, our hands were linked. Our breathing almost become that of the same. It seems as if our heart beat is the same. Our naked bodies pressed close together, with drying sweat as we laid there exausted. You kissed the tip of my nose, and told me You loved me. I moved a little closer and kissed you chin, and told you I loved you too. I looked deep into your beautiful blue eyes. Trying to see what you were thinking. You gave me a crooked smile, and asked what I was doing. Just a smile I gave you. Then my eyes started to get heavy. I told you I was getting tired,Linked
LiVeNiTGoOd** name changedLiVeNiTGoOd
LiVeNiTGoOd (9:16:43 PM): u should read the note she gave me LiVeNiTGoOd (9:16:53 PM): its like LiVeNiTGoOd (9:17:02 PM): im god, and shes nothing, she loves me, and she thinks i hate her LiVeNiTGoOd (9:17:05 PM): its weird Vipersrle (9:17:48 PM): . .
Vipersrle (9:21:27 PM): i dunno......what to tell you i mean all those bad feelings r coming back....and i dunno i dont want to lose u as a friend AGAIN....ur gonna do what u want to do anywayz Vipersrle (9:24:51 PM): i mean.i dunno dont listen to me........... LiVeNiTGoOd (9:25:30 PM): hmmmm LiVeNiTGoOd
LonlynessAs lonlyness wraped its coldness around me i began to cry. Realizing I was never again able to enjoy life. Slumped againt the padded white walls, the jacket seems a bit tight. They refuse to loosen it, for fear I might attack, I think. Staring across the cold and quiet room I try to remember how I got here. Is this just a dream? I hope so. Atleast he can't get me in here. Im safe in here for the most part. The way the workers look at me, Its all most as if I was transparent.The lonlyness comsumes me. The pain of realalizing why Im here is over whelming. I wept in despair. I now know that I will never see the outside of the place. You have driLonlyness
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*There is no Happiness....only happy moments!!!*
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*There is no Happiness....only happy moments!!!*
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*There is no Happiness....only happy moments!!!*
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Beware of romanticism
Jealousy is the consequence of romanticism
and Jealousy is the murderer of Love.
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*There is no Happiness....only happy moments!!!*
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